Ironic view...

...from the restroom of Jollibee

Murder Table

Stranger in the House

Overpowering the Sun

Left and Right

Maybe it's time to move on. Or maybe not. All I know is that I can't stay here forever. There are other much better opportunities just beyond the horizon. Of course, there would be costs for me. Things would change, things would be new. Maybe I should even learn a new language. In the long run, it would be worth it. There are going to be new people, new conquests. But I just don't want to love people behind. Communication would be there but physical presence is very different and it's really something that I long for. I haven't seen the offer yet but it's coming in a few. For now, there's a certification that I have to face first.

No Interest

you left your thumbprint inside me now for months it seems
but mine only brushes your soft surface

and somehow, somehow it leaves me listless,
my tongue curls under my lips, oh yes

so I cant speak to tell you of the months before I met you

No Greater Love

Waiting View

To Hold Such a Thing

Tingala

Third

Transition, Lost In

My friend Paolo, even from the start knew that my current job would just be transitional for me, as it was for him. He saw more potential in me than I had in myself when I was giving out my resumes to companies online. But still, I ended up to where I am. And I know I won't be staying for so long. Unless something great really happens.

For some reason, I've been hearing a lot about people getting out and wanting to get out of the company. Most reasons are logical and it's best for the person's personal growth to give a resignation letter to the management. I'd have to say that it is a bit demoralizing.

I do fit the mold of what person could live with what we get but I see it only as a now thing. I do live in the now but I take one step into the future and I know there are a lot of other opportunities with what I have. Cebu is calling me, though I haven't asked again recently, and others are just on the next block.

For me, enjoying your occupation is more important than getting much much money but maybe money will help my future now.

Everything's a dilemma in life and this decision affects what I should do with what I have right now.

Maybe what's got me thinking is the amount of news I've heard recently, or maybe I should just be looking more into what could be. I definitely need to dream again.

For now, I'd stare at the clouds.

I want my Passion!

I had a quick instant messaging conversation with my aunt and it went to her how her passion, that she discovered just recently has given her much joy in life.

I have already graduated a jack-of-all-trades business course and I'm in my first job. I'm enjoying it but it feels like I wouldn't do this all my life. The pay is just fine for someone in my situation but I'm a person who also thinks of what's ahead of me. I might get promoted someday but I'm not sure if it would be rewarding enough for the changes that would happen to the way I live.

I've always wanted to have my own business but I don't have the means and the expertise right now. And so I work. Yet I'm not exactly sure of my work right now. The experience is totally enjoyable but the turnover is really fast and maybe I'll be part of that quickening pace.

Maybe I'll survive, maybe I'll switch, I haven't decided yet. But one thing's for sure, my decision would start a ripple.

Can't locate my passion yet but for now, I'd have my Raspberry Passion Iced Tea.

Relationship?

What is it to have a relationship? I keep asking people and no one has ever given me a concrete answer.

Where I am right now, the one I'm dating and I have started questioning about the conventions of this world. Mostly it's him but his words have made me think. Would the status of becoming "us" change a lot of things between us?

We're living separate lives but there's something in between us. The thing is, we do not define where we are based on how the usual relationship goes. Although we can talk about it on our own terms.

Whatever the case, are there essentials on what could be called a relationship?